Yeah.  I'm really tired. I got up at 7 & took a shower & got ready & shit & went to Tom's around 10 am.  He was supposed to be sleepin so I could crawl into bed with him until he woke up, but he was already up playin video games with Nick & Aric.  So we chilled & stuff.  "Watched" LOTR 2 & X-Men2.  Uhh they were some good movies!! hehe.  Then we went to Arics baseball game.  Tom was playin football with some dudes & got all gross & sweaty.. it was sick!!  I still love him though.  But well my uncle was supposed to pick me up & bring me home, but a bunch of shit happened & he bailed on me, so I had to call my grandma & stuff & I guess she yelled at my mom cuz my mom was all pissed & shit & said it was the last time i'd go over there.  I almost cryed, but I had to hold it back cuz I didnt want him to see me like that.  Thats like the only way I get to see him though cuz hes always grounded & stuff. I'm seriously miserable without him.  Sometimes I think I should be on anti-depresesnts... but when I'm with him I always get really happy. Its like with other ppl I sometimes put on an act to pretend to be happy, but I dont have to do that with him.  He makes me feel really good about myself & I forget about everything else thats wrong. he makes me so carefree.  I love everything about him.  He can make my whole body melt with just one word.  I wish I could spend everyday & everynight with him.  I really do love him with all my heart!  Well I'm gonna go talk to him & then go to sleep cuz I got work in the morning. 

~*~AsHy~*~